23th-Life Goes On.

Today. 29/12/2011
Tomorrow. 30/12/2011
It would be our 3rd month if everything is different from now.
But everything just opposing my wish.

30/11/2011
She came and tried to destroy us, I was too scared and I cry.
Yet, I had to make my assignment done.
Life Goes On.

6/12/2011
Such a sudden, you told me that you just want to be friend. I gave you time to think. Although I very scared.
Yet, I had to attend class as usual.
Life Goes On.

14/12/2011
I was waiting you to clarify everything to me. It was hard to me.
Yet, I had to do presentation.
Life Goes On.

21/12/2011
You told me, what you have said is what I should accept. I really upset.
Yet, I had to do my revision for final exam.
Life Goes On.

27/12/2011
I asked you something. You responded with 'it is not good'. I felt the pain.
Yet, I had to sit for the final exam.
Life Goes On.

But you know? How hard to do so when you are emotionally disturbed, but still you have to pretend strong, pretend that 'I'm fine' in order to make other things done? How much I hope I can leave everything and in a secret place, without people disturbing, without task, without phone. So that I can actually heal my scars alone. But I know, no way I can do so. *sigh.