Sunday, July 14, 2013

The man

I think I have found out the reason why did I ever have the attraction towards my ex. Because of his attitude. He is not that kind of shy type. If he wanted to talk to me, he would straight away come to my front, if he wanted to give me something, he would straight away put it in my hand. May be I like the feeling of being 'owned'. He could do whatever because I was his.

Today met a guy. He said he has feeling towards me before we have ever met. I don't really believe in such thing. It's kind of weird isn't it? You see a pretty girl, you add her, you chat with her and you develop feelings toward her? How funny.

He wanted to give me thing. He gave me from my back and said I didn't look at him. I was like: huh? okay.

There is the contrast you see? My ex, he will just put something that he wanted to give me straight on me. Not like this kinda shy-type-guy.

Well. I'm not trying to criticize anyone. But just want to tell the guys out there, don't be shy to do something. Girls will always keep your face in front of many people. If they wanna clarify, they will tell privately.

I found something cute! If you want to be together? You have TO GET HER. It's from the word, to-get-her.

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

His birthday. 29/4/2013

I would say it is rare I pay effort to wish/ celebrate one's birthday. For me, birthday is a special day to appreciate god that has given such a person to your life. A person who can left so much impact on your life positively that you appreciate you have the person in your life.

Yesterday was 428 birthday. Many people confused that his birthday is on 28 April. No. 428 is the indication of his name. [Only for me]. His birthday is on 29/4/2013

This year is the 4th time I wish you happy birthday since I know you and also XXXXXXX. I text you for the first and second year. Third year, I made a first call between us to you. And this year, I decided to post a photo.

That looks simple. But actually efforts made it.
-I think of how to arrange the photo.
-How to put in creativity
-Asked my friends out to help me
-Purposely went out to printing shop to print
-Posed the night before
-NG and redo
-Edit
-Make up because I meant it
-Rushing all day cause I only have limited time to do that
-Skipped my lunch

I'm satisfied with it. I really hope you like it.
I have thousands of word untold. They have to be kept untold (at least for this moment, for this place). But I know you knew it. Thank you for letting me do that, I will not regret for the rest of my life by doing that. That's the promise.