I understand.

I received your msg.
At 1st, I was pleased.
Finally you remembered me.
But my replies are short.

Then, I asked.
You want me or not?

your reply:
We just be friend, can?

Okay.
I understand.

You didn't betray her.
You love her.
And I envy her.

Msg just received.
I do not want to read.
I don't want your consolation.
It's tear bomb.

However,
the msg.
I read.
I don't want!
I dw ur tear bomb to me!
You dw me, you are not qualified to bother my feeling whether I'm happy or SAD! < / 3

'busy' again

Whenever I text you, you will say you are busying. BTW you will also put =( and say miss me.
Which is real?

Actually,
In my deep heart, I know the answer.
I feel hard waiting for your msg.

I shouldn't have wishful thinking.

You and her,
Long distance love perhaps,
still,
having 3 years of relationship.

I think,
Both of you can go longer, right?
No body knows the answer,
God, you know?

Then who am I?
Passer-by <>

the third one

How can a guy loves two girls?

Before this, I hate those be the 3rd person intefere in others' relationship.

But now I realize,

It's not easy to be the third person.

I will never close with those guys when I knew that they have girlfriend.

So that he won't fall in love with me,

And same goes to me.

This time,

You are the one love me at the first,

then I started to have feel with you

But then, it's hurt.

I cried.

I dk why.

I miss you.

You said you love her more.

Me? You love also.

You know my feeling?

What can I do?

3 years, are you willing to let go?

3 years, not easy

3 years, I have never thought of that

and you have it

you appreciate it too...

You are so greedy.

Both of us you want too

She doesn't know about this.

But I feel hard for this. =(

What can I do?

Can any one teach me?

My last official tournament--Inter team

It's been a long time I didn't renew my blog. Just back from Penang for Inter team. What's a bad result. Closely to enter quaterfinal. Lost to Sabah team 6-5. Sabah lost to Penang with score 10-1. We lost to penang with score 7-4. As usual, we have to go back once we lost our game. That's why I'm here to update my blog. That day after we lost to Sabah, we had a meeting. I could see every players with sad faces. The situation there was so down. We were close to win. We were.

Besides the main part of Inter team, I met Sabah's sir--Sir Yapp and handsome under 18 player-- Bear bear. Sir Yapp is kinda funny. He likes to laugh and makes jokes. Bear bear, basically, I have no comment with him. After our team lost to Sabah, we were going to play with Penang team that night, I have no mood at all. And he gave me support. Yea... Remember the msg u sent me to gimme power? I like it actually. And the way you 'transfer' power to me is kinda special. I like it too. You held tight. :P

My babe, Tze Ai. Today she purposely came to meet me at B' Suite Hotel (the best ever hotel, I bet every players have to same opinion as what I do). She gave me a shirt with her name in purple colour. I really appreciate it! Thanks babe. Thanks for da meet, da shirt and da friendship. Felt like dw to say goodbye when you said you got to go. I felt sad seeing ur back going further and further until lost in my eye sight. Babe, I miss you! We will be meeting in future! I swear babe! I wanna chat with eu! <3

My 'younger brother' (He dw to let others know our relationship, so I can't mention his name here) I like him very much. Sincerely I will regret if I didn't ask you for being my 'younger brother'. I went to his room last night. At 1st, he didn't talk much as his friends were around. Until I felt bored, I wanted to leave. As his room near the lift, he said I can't simply open the door, and he went near me. Both of us chatted beside the door. We chatted nicely and quietly. I like it! I have never aspect will have this kinda conversation with eu. And too, I like the way you look at me. As what I said, you are cute. I like you just the way you are. Miss you. Sayang you. <3

Another 'younger brother'--Wen Hao. He asked me to be his 'sister' before we went to Penang. He is kinda shy guy, but much more better than before. He dare not chat with me. But nevermind, I will make you dare to do so in future. May be we can hang out in KL. Kay? Dear bro? I hope can chat with you more... =)

A‘younger sister’—Cheah Lin. She gave me a present. 99 stars. Girl. Don’t worry, I appreciate it. You can call me ‘jie’. And, I will treat you as ‘mei’. I will try my best. =)

Previous ‘younger sister’--Sin pei. The last time we were in B’ Suite, we had a lot of best memories. 1st time she slept with me, she gave me 721 of paper folded in heart shape. Both of us miss it too much. Unfortunately, our team played in different time, so we had lack of time to meet and chat nicely. We were just sms in the whole trip.

Almost come to an end. As this tournament as my last official tournament, I took a lot of picha with Ying Ying, Kah Mun and Kah Yan. Nice memories but with bad result of tournament. Filled with happiness or sadness. No comment. O.O

I really scared.

Just a little incident happened. But I don't know why I was so scare. But may be I have not experienced before... Therefore, just scare. But quite touch with you guys protecting me in such way. I appreciate it a lot, seriously.

Today someone took my picha secretly... >< I don't like people do that to me as I feel I will look ugly in those photos. But today he took a nice photo of me. I like it so much. Any way, thanks ya~

07/06/2011

Today, my design fundamental lecturer distributed the MANDALA that we did on last week. I was thinking that I did it badly, I have no idea when come to this. She divided the artwork into 2 groups. One is for 'considered good' and one is for 'normal'. For those 'considered good' artwork, she said she would just show every one, as for the normal one, she would talk to each and every one one-by-one. I was hoping that I'm not the only one who would be going to enter the 2nd group.

So, she started from good ones. Suddenly I heard my name, Irene. OMG! Is it mine? I thought I did it badly. And it is grouped under 'considered good' LOL. I can't believe it...

This is the one~

Tonight, 2 rows of shops out of electricity. Then the mamak stall set candle for us. So I had a so-called 'romantic' dinner but actually damn warm. Any way, enjoy eating with my friends.

My dinner~><

My new stuff

Look! Is it looks messy? Just back 'home' after the 3days not staying at home but with many stuff kept on entering my house. From Thursday, I kept on bringing stuff back to 'home'. From my own home at Ipoh by my dear mom, and some from Wee Nee. And until today then only I have time to tidy up these things here.

First of all, these are the things brought by my mom from Ipoh.

HP printer, luckily it isn't heavy.
2 'bottles' of colour pencils.

Colour mixing tray. It's been years I didn't touch this since primary school.

Glue. Why don't I buy it here, KL? Because I dw to waste money. I bought 3 bottles, nobody is using it at home, so just bring to here.

Blade that newly bought.

Poster Colour. Also being isolated for quite a long time.

Colour papers

Notes that printed out from wble.utar.edu.my

And now move on to the stuffs that given by Wee Nee.

This is one of the bag. Not P1 okay~

Gouache. She picked from house as many of her housemates are design student and they are now no more using these kinda stuff, so she took and give me.

Poster Colour again. A bit dried.

Sponge

Apron

Obviously, sketch book as it is stated.

Colour mixing board

Cutting Mat. It is stated also~

20 inch ruler

Art block bag. But I found that my art block can't fit in... Wondering.

And lastly, a tool box.

To contain something smaller.

Set square.

Brushes.

Blade and I forgot what's the pen and pencil's specified name.

But the pencil I remember is for sketching.

This is called soft brush, right?

Colour pencils and pencils. 2B,3B and etc.

What is it? Forgot... :P

8 pcs wood carving set

I dk what is it used for.

A towel. Wee Nee said it is better to use diapers rather than this, because it absorbs more water and faster.

What again? @@ confusing with suddenly so many stuff entered my memory.

It dried. Have to use water...

I took half an hour to arrange them nicely, but still I have no idea on how to arrange it in my small little shared room? It looks crowded right now in my room... @@

Shopping~

This 2 weeks is school holiday for primary and secondary school. My mom came to KL and we went shopping. Shopped Sungei Wang, BB Plaze, Low Yat Plaza, Mid Valley within 2 days. And I had been wearing high heel for whole trip. My leg temporarily lost the feel. But we didn't buy much things. I felt that the whole trip, we had been waiting public transport. Or said to be taking public transport. Bus, rail, taxi... Waited until time wasted. Next time if my mom wants to come, I'd ask her to drive on her own... Or wait until I don't need to attend class...

The night before yesterday, we went to have Korean dinner. Reasonable price~ Can be considered again~

Korean's side dishes? SIDE DISHES? Is it?

Green Tea

Kyung Joo Korean Restaurant

Kimchi soup. Is it spell in this way?

So called 'stone rice' in Chinese. Taste good~

Rapid KL pass. But can you see there, pass rabbit~

Again~ It's me~

*Grace, don't scold me ya... :P