初恋这件小事

I'm watching this movie. It's from Thailand. This scene is about the girl at the right was chasing by senior, so she always sticks around with them and left the 3 close friends aside.(at the left). She doesn't want this to happen, she tried to talk to them, they just ignored her. But of course they have happy ending in their friendship.

This seems like reflecting my situation. I'm the girl at the right, at the left, one is Jia Qian, one is En Shin, and one is... Yoke Wah. I know how it hurts when being treated like this by friends.

She loves them, they love her. They share everything. The day they met, the day they held hands, the day they love each other. So do I.

But they have happy ending. What about me?

I admit here. SHE is the one I love the most among 4 of us. And yet, SHE is the one hurt me the most. If time goes back, I wish I never enter 1st class. I wish no one can replace me. I wish we are wives to each other. I wish you still love me. I wish we don't have a ending of the friendship. I wish, we did not break up.

Friend removed

I have done something that I thought I will never do just now. I wanted to do so but I just can't. I removed somebody that I used to know.

It's not because I hate him, but the fact that I can't stand it any more. In the process I'm trying to put you down, you are already having your 2nd her after me. Sometimes when I roll down the page, I scare to see your news. Whatever post from you, it hurts.

I was thinking about it last night. I think, I am the stupid one. You wouldn't care. I have to protect myself. If I  don't, who will? I decided to remove.

After I removed, the page stays at yours. I felt a little bit of refreshed. I view your profile as a stranger. I don't know your life, I don't know you. Yes, in fact I don't know you. The one I used to know wasn't you any more.

SUKMALINDO

Finally. I'm free from the prison. Is it prison? In fact, not at all.

I joined the SUKMALINDO. It stands for Sukan Malaysia Indonesia(something like that). It's a match between Indonesia team and Malaysian team. It includes Volleyball, Futsal, Badminton and hockey.

Well. Badminton, we lost 4-1. The only 1 point got from Men's double. And in overall, Malaysia lost. 3-2. But never mind. I was enjoying this event with FRIENDS.

As it is a team event, we have to always stick around. This is what we usually do when joining team event. So, I get to know more about some people who I know who they are but do not know how they are. And in this event, I found someone is really funny which out of my imagination. Someone is not as cool as what I thought. Someone is so similar to one of my another friend. Someone who looks noob but arranged all the things well for us as team members. Someone who looks smart is actually always blur. Someone who looks great is doing something that will make us laugh. I love how I can discover all this things in this event.

We went for movie last night. Last day of the event. Before we can enter, we went to play games. It was really fun. I think, the room is full of our laughter and yell. Then we watch the movie named 'Prometheus'. It is so nausea until I felt like vomiting after getting out from the hall. Because we finished our dinner at 10pm, our ticket was at 12am. Suppose many of us are tired and should have fell sleep but what happened was, the movie is too nausea until we were all awake, very awake. Thinking back of it, nausea still.

Somehow, this trip was fun. One of the best memory that I can have as a badminton player. This trip is so different and special that people who are usually will not be around together be so close as a team. Kinda like this.

And... May be I can meet someone special here?

Egg drop test

Week 2 of Architecture. We were told to do a model for an egg. The egg will be drop from different height and not broken. The lightest is the winner. Since this is the first thing we do, so we were allowed to do it in a group of 2, means pair work. We were assigned to this on Monday and to drop it on Wednesday (Today).

Start with the rack for the egg. 

I initially do not know how to tie. But this is what I have done.

The egg 

This is the one my housemate helped me before the first try to drop.

While waiting for the rack, my housemate started to play with the egg.

But this stick break due to it knocked to the edge of the drain. And the egg? Broken =(

I believe it won't break. If the model drops on flat paved road, it did not knocked to the drain, it will not crack, it will not go wrong, and most importantly, the egg will not break. I stayed up late night until 2.30am for this model. My effort is gone. Sad case. =( Never mind. As experience.

Extreme Park Game

Wednesday, my friend asked me to play for his team suddenly. I did not want to join but since he said my Perak friends are in. So, I joined.

Lucky or what? We are semifinalist. So? We got shuttlecock, mini bag, trophy, and cash RM50. Not bad. The weekend that I can't go back hometown, can earn RM50. And I met a lot of my Perak friends! Somehow, speaking Cantonese with them is awesome! At KL, most of the time, is in Mandarin or sometimes English. I feel good to speak Cantonese. Yeah!

Cute trophy

Woops. RM 300. As our team has only just enough number of member,
which is 6, so we can have RM50 each person.

I only play mix double. He is my partner.

I quite like my performance last night. Especially the semi-final game. We can fight. I think I performed well last night~

Ice-breaking

Again another ice-breaking session. I blog because I'm waiting my hair to dry. Now is 12.34am.


Monday, we were told that we will have ice-breaking program which is to do a model and that will be used to design the Architecture UTAR T-shirt. 30 over Y1S1(Year 1 Semester 1) are to divided into 10 groups with each group has seniors from different year of class. SO FORTUNATELY that, suppose to have around 3 to 4 of Y1S1 students in the same group, but I'm the only one! They asked for mind about Architecture and to draw something. OMG! That was my first day of Architecture! I know nothing! But I can cope.

Rough concept

another rough concept.

Wednesday continue to develop the idea of it and start to do. We failed the first and decided to change all over. As our group seniors are always not around, so we were late. I had one meal for whole day at 6pm! Cause I don't have time to eat. OMG! Is it life of architect?

Friday, means today. We have done the model. And started to design our Polo T-shirt. And I learned how my senior presented today. He is the best presenter among all the 10 groups. He caught attention. One of the lecturer also like the story of our model.

After that, they had ‘Tug of War'. I didn't join. Cause we were not in sport attire. I just skipped. Around 7pm, they announced the winner of the model. From first we fail and we did not know what we did, and finally, our group got 2nd runner up! OMG! My group won! And we got a note book with a Architect's signature.

Polo T deign

Logo

Design Statement

Then we started the treasure hunt at 8pm. Unbelievable that I ran up and down in UTAR in the night for 2 hours. Among 10 games, the most impressive one is that : I bite 5 layers of biscuit in my mouth, they put earphone to me and I sang! All the biscuit in my mouth, I sang and my teammate have to guess what was I singing. Can you imagine that? I also did not hear how bad I sang cause the earphone was so loud. A lot more games. Quite funny. We finished at 10pm and I went to 'yum cha' with friends. I reached home at 12pm. Tiring but I am happy because I can really ice-break with my classmates.

Station Game Card

My teammates. =D