What kinda feeling is this?

I'm viewing the profile of the girl that you love the most.

But I wonder,
There was a weird feeling.

Scare?
Pain?
Miss?

Scare.
Because I scare I would get your photos in her profile.

Pain.
Because she is damn sweet and pretty, can feel how much you love her

Miss.
Because I was thinking of you when looking at her photos.

And I can feel
my heartbeat is not beating in a normal rate.
It slows down,
and even stopped.

She is kinda sweet heart

If I were a boy.
I will never let her go.

H.
You must be strong.
I will stand by your side when you need meee.