Love at first sight doesn't fade, doesn't repeat, but does last.

Oops. It's been 2 months I abandoned this blog. So sorry...
Hmm. Today, what to share? Okay, let's tell you what I was feeling for the whole yesterday. And perhaps, it's another way of confessing? =P

Do you ever fall into the zone called love at first sight? It means, you fall in love with that person in your first sight of it?

It's been 2 and a half years, but I still can recall the feeling of first time I saw you. I did not know you before until once, my friend pointed you to me, at that very first moment, I liked you at my first glance, looking you pass by my side. Then, at the same day, you looked into each other, I can see myself in your eyes. we looked at each other without saying a word for 3 seconds. Just those 3 seconds, I was trapped. The Korean drama, 'Love Rain' was mentioning that, in 3 seconds of sight, the man falls in love with the girls. It describes my situation. But I wonder why we couldn't make it. We just stopped there.

I thought that would be short. After all, I think, it's true and it lasts forever, perhaps.

I guess you know I had a man before. Sincerely, I was thinking about you even I was around with him, I was thinking how good if we can ever be together.

The feeling of me towards you is totally different and indescribable. When I see other friends or so-called crush, I can easily smile, talk to them, play with them. But with you, it's not like that at all.

When I last saw you, it was during junior circuit 2012 at Cheras hall. My heart beats fast, my mind went blank. I wanted to talk to you but I was so nervous. I did not wanna miss the chance, I told myself,"friend what!". However, it took me quite a long time to be brave enough to went close to you and started to talk to you. From that time onward, I knew. I knew you are the special one. The feeling of 'love at first sight' will only appear once? It doesn't fade, it doesn't repeat (as from the day I met you onward, I have not had that happen again).

I posted one of my photo on facebook. I quoted it: 'Dear crush, I want our relationship to be like Tom & Jerry; no matter how many times we fight, we won't be apart.' and notification pop out, you liked my photo! My first reaction was shout! It came so natural. It came so real. That's all because the feeling towards you is true.

I always think that, if I'm lucky enough to have you as mine in this life, I'm pretty sure we can last. And we will have many friends blessing us. If we failed this life, can we continue the chapter in next life?

But... God have the plan.

Blessed to have you. Appreciate everything even I don't own it.
我想说有你是幸福的。珍惜一切就算没有拥有。

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