Relax a bit

Just back from playing badminton. It was actually guys' selection. No girls. I went for playing badminton.

I tend to blog every time I met him. The one I love. Not loved. Is love.

I miss the time we used to have.

They talked about Swinburne. How much I miss it. Our first. All happened in Sarawak, during Swinburne tournament. I afraid to face it again. I don't want.

He has left with 2 long sem. He is going to graduate next year. Why don't YOU give him me with this two long sem more? Do I greedy? I won't ask for forever. All I want is just a little longer with him in my life. It seems impossible for now.

Yesterday, I post something that describe which horoscope loves someone with all his/her heart. Mine, Cancer is the first. I posted in our group. I don't want to have any thing happen when his GF sees and he hates me. So I just post in our badminton group.

It is so accurate that, all I wanna say is already there.

可以毫不夸张的说，巨蟹把爱的传统表现的淋漓尽致，没有一点做作的成分，全都是真心的付出。温柔体贴，虽然偶尔也会耍点小脾气，闹闹分手，但那绝对都只是嘴上说说而已，如果你当真，伤心的只会是他们。爱上一个人，就是一辈子，这是巨蟹对爱情的承诺。不管沧海如何变迁，星空又如何转移，巨蟹心动的爱是没有办法改变的，就算被爱伤到无法呼吸，宣告自己的爱情童话最终以分道扬镳作为结局，甚至再三表示已经忘记过去，已经准备好迎接下一段爱的旅程，已经决定爱自己多一点，但巨蟹也无法欺骗自己的心。每当夜幕降临，白天的喧哗褪尽，只剩下无尽空虚的时候，他们的思绪就情不自禁的围绕着早已刻在心中的那个名字，百转千回，还是没办法悄然转身，然后，离去。就算开始一段新恋情，那也只会是自己做给自己的一场秀，借此打消亲朋好友的担忧，而泪水早已在心中肆意横流，至于止住也变成了遥遥无期的美梦。爱一个人好难，恨一个人也好难，虽然爱恨常常就在一瞬间，可是巨蟹真的没办法狠下心来，因为爱上就是地老，就算爱过也成了天荒。

"It's not exaggerate to say Cancers love with all their heart. Once they fall in love, it means forever. In their world, love = forever. Cancers' love will not change, even being hurt until they can't breath, even they tell the world that their love do not end in fairy tale, even saying that they are ready for another love, decided to love themselves more, but yet, Cancers can't cheat on their own. During the night, when they are left with loneliness, they will think about the name that they wanted to forget but they fail. Even they start a new journey in love, that will only a show to parents and friends to appease their worries. Tears already pouring out in their heart. To love is hard. To hate is also hard. Love and Hate is just small different. However, they can't be taugh. Because for them, love is forever.

675. I love you for a thousand years.