12/12/12

The last repetitive day I can ever see. 12/12/12. This is nothing special to post about actually. But when I look through instagram, I saw poeple posted about 11/11/11. Then I remember something.

When I saw 11/11/11, I recalled what I was doing. What is the special that had happened? Then I remember.

That was the time, he and I were still doing fine. I remember that was Thursday night, I slept late because Thursday was the day I had badminton session until 11pm (if Im not mistaken). Then I purposely wait in front of my laptop to reach 12am, 11/11/11, the first moment of 11/11/11 and I sent him a facebook message, telling him something normal couples do, telling him 'I love you'. 

And when I was ready to sleep, roughly half an hour later, he texted me, he said 'babe, love ya'... 

The arousal that 11/11/11 gave me is much stronger than 12/12/12 because there was all '1'. And I'm glad that, I get to have someone special, a message that is so special in the special moment. I'm thankful although it has ended long ago. 

I do not feel any uncomfortable. I just wanna tell that, I'm thankful to what I had and what I have now as on him.

I had him with me in that special day, special moment, special message and a special him

What I have now, it's enough. We are like normal friend, calling each others' name, looking to each other, talking to each other, and a sweet smile from each other. I like it. I like it this way. Thankful.

I watched a short film this morning, it's so true.

"Be thankful to what I had was a paradise, and when we are, be thankful too."

Have a look here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY&feature=share

Be thankful =)