I'm exhausted and sick

What a busy holiday. Non-stop with assignment. And well, I'm sick.

It's so hard when misunderstanding or 'beh song' happens in group assignment. I try to have all of them feel good with me and I fail.

When all the thing haven't started yet, you should have agreement on everyone. Agreement on what are we doing. But some, they just keep quiet during discussion. Until everything is done, until the last moment, they say that's not the way.

Well. How? Some how we will not do it all over again. Then? Are you trying to say I'm wrong? I did not follow majority? I did not accept what you say? But do you remember what you did when I asked your opinion on that? Do you remember how you answered it? Perhaps, you will think that I did not ask you. But I remember it well! You said you have no comment and wouldn't do extra any more. Did you?

And others just follow. When something happened, group leader should be blamed on. That day, 5 of us in the discussion. One says do not ask him. So, I have convinced another 2 on that. And you have no comment. We seem to agreed on that. Seem to. And now?

That is a 25-pages assignment. I worked from morning until mid-night. I'm fine if you do not appreciate. May be it is not good enough. But do you know how many work have u done on it?

I know it is impolite to post here. But seems the last apology to you is already failed. I tried to be friendly, open but... I really do not know what to say. I'm not angry. I'm just disappointed.

Everything will be fine. I feel sick. Thanks for your time. I just want to 'pour bitter water'. Not to blaming anyone.

3 seconds of Love

This is one of the scene in the Korean drama, 'Love Rain'.
The guy fall in love with the girl in 3 seconds. Love at first sight.

It is how amazing the love in 3 seconds can occur, can last.

The first time I looked into his eyes, he looked into my eyes, for 3 seconds, without a word. I was caught in the 3 seconds. The feeling towards him, lasts. Even after 2 years, the feeling is fresh, is deep.

I made many moves to him. It was peak. It was. But soon, a friend of us told me he has his girl. In his college. This is the 2nd time I get this news. One was 2 years ago. That ended fast.

This one, I guess it will last.

That 3 seconds, lasts forever in my life. It will never be cured, because he will never ever be mine. =''X

Never mind. The feeling, I will keep it properly, deep in my heart. Well. Keep in touch with him, be his best friend. 428.

Short Sem?!

because I had been focus for 2 hours. I can't really focus right now. So take some time to update this blog.

This is the 1st short sem in my life. I have never thought that would be this packed.


Week 1 is new week. Classes are not really packed and filled with knowledge. Just casual
Week 2 is normal week. I attended classes as usual.
Week 3 is SUKIPT tournament. It stands for Sukan Institusi Pengajian Tinggi. Hmm... The result is not satisfying. In fact, a bit disappointing. I think I gotta pay more hardwork on my badminton.
Week 4 is assignment-rushing week. I have not really stop working on the assignmentsss progress. ( I put 3s because I have 3 assignments). And I also have sit for 3 mid term within a week. What a bravo week.

****** This is until now. ******

Week 5 is unofficial mid-sem break. Deepavali and other public holiday. (This is for me to rush my assignment, because
Week 6 is the submission of all the 3 assignmentsss weeks. Indeed, 4 assignmentssss.
Week 7 last official class week

then end of the short sem. I predict. So fast. I feel like I just started my new semester and it's going to end.

okay... I want to share some photos with you.

a cute her

The first time we get to know each other, feel like very close. I miss you. 

nice person, good player, humble girl.

I gotta get married soon!!! XP

Making up. Halloween make up technique.

my mom shocked when she saw this. Credit to Shiang Ling. =D This is for video shooting for assignment.

This is from the cute 38 po. Like this and her. She can always make me smile like  the doll from SUKIPT