Who cares?

I supposed to be with my besties now. Perhaps, friends instead of so-called 'besties'.

I was waiting for the day we can meet for a long time! I was longing for the time we meet since Friday! Even this morning, once I woke up, I kept on looking at the clock to reach 10am so that we can meet up.

End up? 9.30am a message say cannot attend.

LOL. I was like a fool! Like a small kid waiting for something and end up with disappointment! Then what for I stay here? I should have gone home to Ipoh. I wasted my days here! Just to be disappointed. I just like the one being make fun of.

Can you imagine how stupid it feels when you are waiting for something so desperate and other just like don't care?

I shouldn't hope for so much. Everyone has their new social circle when come to new environment. Shouldn't stick to the old ones.

It's true that, I used to be alone. I don't need friend. This is true for me since April 2009. And it will always be true!

First time visit such exhibition

Archidex 2012 Exhibition.
As Construction Technology assignment required, it gave us a chance to visit such a grand exhibition. Nice experience. May be because I looked formal, many of the exhibitor asked me for my name card! LOL. I don't have, I am only a Year 1 Sem 1 Architecture student.

Got many brochure. Related to assignments, not related to assignment also I had taken. So heavy.

Any way, it was a nice experience! Feel like joining this kinda exhibition in future.

'visitor' sticker and 'Kansai Paint <3 Me' sticker

Close Friend since Foundation

The bags

pens, note books, key chain and sample of silicon D=

big stack of brochure.

I love how I looked in formal.

初恋这件小事

I'm watching this movie. It's from Thailand. This scene is about the girl at the right was chasing by senior, so she always sticks around with them and left the 3 close friends aside.(at the left). She doesn't want this to happen, she tried to talk to them, they just ignored her. But of course they have happy ending in their friendship.

This seems like reflecting my situation. I'm the girl at the right, at the left, one is Jia Qian, one is En Shin, and one is... Yoke Wah. I know how it hurts when being treated like this by friends.

She loves them, they love her. They share everything. The day they met, the day they held hands, the day they love each other. So do I.

But they have happy ending. What about me?

I admit here. SHE is the one I love the most among 4 of us. And yet, SHE is the one hurt me the most. If time goes back, I wish I never enter 1st class. I wish no one can replace me. I wish we are wives to each other. I wish you still love me. I wish we don't have a ending of the friendship. I wish, we did not break up.

Friend removed

I have done something that I thought I will never do just now. I wanted to do so but I just can't. I removed somebody that I used to know.

It's not because I hate him, but the fact that I can't stand it any more. In the process I'm trying to put you down, you are already having your 2nd her after me. Sometimes when I roll down the page, I scare to see your news. Whatever post from you, it hurts.

I was thinking about it last night. I think, I am the stupid one. You wouldn't care. I have to protect myself. If I  don't, who will? I decided to remove.

After I removed, the page stays at yours. I felt a little bit of refreshed. I view your profile as a stranger. I don't know your life, I don't know you. Yes, in fact I don't know you. The one I used to know wasn't you any more.

SUKMALINDO

Finally. I'm free from the prison. Is it prison? In fact, not at all.

I joined the SUKMALINDO. It stands for Sukan Malaysia Indonesia(something like that). It's a match between Indonesia team and Malaysian team. It includes Volleyball, Futsal, Badminton and hockey.

Well. Badminton, we lost 4-1. The only 1 point got from Men's double. And in overall, Malaysia lost. 3-2. But never mind. I was enjoying this event with FRIENDS.

As it is a team event, we have to always stick around. This is what we usually do when joining team event. So, I get to know more about some people who I know who they are but do not know how they are. And in this event, I found someone is really funny which out of my imagination. Someone is not as cool as what I thought. Someone is so similar to one of my another friend. Someone who looks noob but arranged all the things well for us as team members. Someone who looks smart is actually always blur. Someone who looks great is doing something that will make us laugh. I love how I can discover all this things in this event.

We went for movie last night. Last day of the event. Before we can enter, we went to play games. It was really fun. I think, the room is full of our laughter and yell. Then we watch the movie named 'Prometheus'. It is so nausea until I felt like vomiting after getting out from the hall. Because we finished our dinner at 10pm, our ticket was at 12am. Suppose many of us are tired and should have fell sleep but what happened was, the movie is too nausea until we were all awake, very awake. Thinking back of it, nausea still.

Somehow, this trip was fun. One of the best memory that I can have as a badminton player. This trip is so different and special that people who are usually will not be around together be so close as a team. Kinda like this.

And... May be I can meet someone special here?

Egg drop test

Week 2 of Architecture. We were told to do a model for an egg. The egg will be drop from different height and not broken. The lightest is the winner. Since this is the first thing we do, so we were allowed to do it in a group of 2, means pair work. We were assigned to this on Monday and to drop it on Wednesday (Today).

Start with the rack for the egg. 

I initially do not know how to tie. But this is what I have done.

The egg 

This is the one my housemate helped me before the first try to drop.

While waiting for the rack, my housemate started to play with the egg.

But this stick break due to it knocked to the edge of the drain. And the egg? Broken =(

I believe it won't break. If the model drops on flat paved road, it did not knocked to the drain, it will not crack, it will not go wrong, and most importantly, the egg will not break. I stayed up late night until 2.30am for this model. My effort is gone. Sad case. =( Never mind. As experience.

Extreme Park Game

Wednesday, my friend asked me to play for his team suddenly. I did not want to join but since he said my Perak friends are in. So, I joined.

Lucky or what? We are semifinalist. So? We got shuttlecock, mini bag, trophy, and cash RM50. Not bad. The weekend that I can't go back hometown, can earn RM50. And I met a lot of my Perak friends! Somehow, speaking Cantonese with them is awesome! At KL, most of the time, is in Mandarin or sometimes English. I feel good to speak Cantonese. Yeah!

Cute trophy

Woops. RM 300. As our team has only just enough number of member,
which is 6, so we can have RM50 each person.

I only play mix double. He is my partner.

I quite like my performance last night. Especially the semi-final game. We can fight. I think I performed well last night~