Lost of love, but the test, or a dream?

We were all fine.
But don't know why, suddenly, he gave me up.

He tired as the reason?
I wonder what he is thinking.
The first time, heart is such a panic.

What went wrong between us?

Every time when I began to appreciate,
Love already gone away;
Also no time to enjoy love,
I have to bear the pain.

Whenever I come down, heart gets panic, gets hurt, want to escape

I was not going to blow his confident, but I just willing to listen to him to say that, "Chan Ai Ying is mine!"

But all gone wrong!

He gave me up,
But I don't.

I want to tell him u got it, I have love with you
I just want up to be my boy friend, but not others.

Heart keeps on haemorrhagic
I just want you for me to stop bleeding
I just want you to be my boy friend
Because

I love you

Busy~

I started busy on 1st week of Novmber.

2-4 November 2009

I was selected to attend a course at Ayer Tawar.

The course is held by the government for the club development.

Most of the participant are Malays.

Just a 6 Chinese and 2 Indian.

At first, all of us are so strange, not even talk to each other.

But, the tache of 'ice-breaking' helpa us to be more free and know each other well.

May be I'm the Chinese and I had been called out to show face and play games.

So every one recognise me well and all of them called me 'cantik'.

But I know many new friends. An unforgettable memory in my life.

Amir Chalet Fishing Corner, Ayer Tawas

I have killed many mosquito.

Logo of my group 3, nice?

My group's present. My group is Champion in all activities.

10-14 November 2009

I went to KL to participate a tournament.

2nd round met BJSS's player. Lost

And no double for my age group...

The court at Cheras

Hotel

17-22 November 2009

International Challenge Tournament.

I'm not taking part as player but taking part as technical official.

There are players from Chinese Taipei, Hong Kong, Thailand, Singapore, Malaysia.

I am a line judger or score board operator.

I saw the players play, they player well and have shown a very good sportmanship.

My idol, beautiful and play well, Vivian Hoo Kah Mun

Yeah！

I finished my end-of-the-year examination

Last paper for today is Physics 2 and 1

Yeah!

No need to face the book any more...

Yes!!!

And now I play Facebook!!!

just hope that non of the subject will fail

Fight

My mother and I went to Golden Restaurant to have our dinner

When I got down from the car and walking in to the car,
I saw an Indian man,
His right hand was holding a Chinese man's shirt,
left hand was pointing at him and started to scold.
Then he spited to that guy

Afterward,
The Indian man took a glass bottle,
He scolded another Chinese man who was sitting on his motor
He was acting like want to knock the bottle on the Chinese man's head
But another man came to avoid him.

So, my mom and I sat down and wanted to order food,
no one was eating!
Two boys came and told us that they were not doing business for a while,
as they knew there would be some body come to make trouble

My mom and I went back to car.
Before that,
The Indian man took a glass bottle again and knock it on the counter

I was so scare!
I scared that that man would hurt my mom and me!
Because that man was very angry!!!


Luckily, I escaped...

Father and Child

Yesterday I fought with my father
I know that is my fault.

As a teenager, I do not like to listen to my parents' advice
Although it's good for me

I just do not like the way my father on giving me advice
He was giving advice in the negative way

It's the only way I have to accept that
But no way for my father to change his way of talking or advising?

If I tried to accept,
If he tried to be soft when talking
We would not fought yesterday

Isn't It?

Done

My brother went to Terengganu for a tournament.
Most of the participants are from sport school
This Terengganu Open has 2 division

Division 1 is for the world representative player, eg. Lee Chong Wei
Division 2 is for the world reserved player, usually from sport school

So, my brother lost last night
He is not bad, because he is small compared to the player there.
He tried his best.
It is okay.

Anyway, I miss him so much.
Hope to see him soon...

Form 5 Dinner Night

This Friday is form 5 dinner night.
please do not get confuse, I'm not Form 5 but Form 4,
I am just going to be the MC that night

There will be 3 pairs of MC, every pair has one boy and one girl
5 of the others MC are Form 5 student, but I am Form 4, because nobody want to be.

That day will have many show, like singing competition, fashion show, and choose the most handsome and beautiful boy and girl

I hope that I can perform well in that night.
on that day, morning-rehearsal, afternoon-make up, then set hair, night-show
Very.....................busy........................arrr......................